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So. Here I am. A mom to 2 little boys with a live in boyfriend. Oldest is in school during the day so that helps me out. The youngest is a fairly good baby. He doesn’t give me too much trouble. 

I’m just tired of being the only one capable of fixing a clogged sink, washing dishes, and folding laundry. I’m already suffering from depression, bi-polar disorder, undiagnosed postpartum anxiety and depression. Being made to feel like I am the only capable adult in this house is making me wish I were dead. Same goes for when I’m stuck on register at work. 

No one notices what I’m going through and I’m 100% sure they don’t care. I know my job doesn’t. Why would/should anyone else? I’m more than just a mom and maid but yet I’m beginning to feel as if that is all I will ever be...to anyone.