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I just don't know what to do anymore. I am just so lost. I can't get a job to save my life and I need one horribly badly. I am just so stressed out to the point that my period was just about 5 days late, I'm losing my appetite, and I'm just losing my mind. I am just so depressed about not having a job. It makes me so crazy. I just want nothing more than to rejoin the work force, pay my dues, take care of my son, pay bills, and just live life without worry. I'm just so scared right now. I just want it all to end but it can't because I have to be strong for my son. I need a job so that I can take care of him. He deserves the absolute best from me.