So. A LOT has happened in the last few weeks. For starters, I got a job! I love what I do and make decent money for doing it. Secondly, I finally smartened up and kicked Justin to the curb! I found my other half and his name is Brian. He makes me SO happy! I make him happy, too!
I screwed up, though. Justin was over here on the 30th and we did have sex. I'm just going to have to take a test and hope to God I'm not pregnant by him. If I am, I'm crawling into a hole and never coming out, this way I can't hurt anyone else.
Just had to get this out. I can't let anyone else know until I test. Please just let me be getting my period early. I don't want to be pregnant by him. I eventually want to have kids with Brian and get married to him. I hate myself right now.
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