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I got a huge surprise Wednesday night. I got a text from my mom telling me that she, and my step-dad, were in town for her birthday (which was yesterday) and they were going to be here until the 5th. This was awesome news because I haven't seen my mom since Christmas but it was also bad news because now they aren't coming up for Memorial Day weekend OR Christmas. They'll be here for Thanksgiving but some ignorant bitch at my step-dad's work intentionally put in for time off at Christmas, so that they couldn't come up here. So, they worked things out and they will be here the week of Thanksgiving instead. I have NO idea what I'm going to do when they're not here for Christmas. They have ALWAYS been home for Christmas.

Anyways, not much going on, on the home front. I lost my job and have been looking for work ever since but no dice. It's extremely hard finding work when you have very little job experience. I feel like I'm never going to find another job; so I've decided to go back to school. I will find one program and stick with it. The problem is, the program I want requires an interview with a board to even be considered for the program. It almost seems not worth it to spend the $30 application fee, the money to get my background check and fingerprints done, only to be interviewed and NOT get into the program. That is a monetary risk I can't take right now. Hell, I have to sell my kindle in order to cover late fees on my bank because of FYE. So, after I get my fees paid off, I plan on closing down the account so that I won't have to keep dealing with the late fees. I don't get a commission every month, since I'm not selling every month, so there is no point in keeping the account open.

My "love life" is completely empty. The only love I have in my life right now is my son. He also happens to be my best friend. Sad, I know, but no one seems to want to be friends with a single mom. Oh well. Maybe one day I'll have friends my own age and a significant other but until then it's Squishy and me until the end.

*sigh* Every day it is something new. Tomorrow is the Benefit Auction for Diabetes Research and all I can do is hope we have a great turn out and that I can make some nice pocket change from my items. If not, well then I guess I'm stuck with a bunch of crap I still can't sell. Go me.

Well, that is my life as of right now. Broke, depressed, no hope for a future, and completely pathetic. Here's to hoping my luck changes.