I texted Chris last night but I haven't heard back from him yet. He usually responds fairly quickly. It's possible that he was sleeping, or visiting his mom, or out with friends. I don't know. It kind of feels like maybe he found someone else and I'm no longer needed. Then again it could be my hormones. Damn period. I just really like Chris and he is the type of guy I could see myself settling down with; although he has plans to move to be closer to work and I don't know if I could keep up with all that driving.
I'm pretty depressed today. I really want to spend time with Chris. I'm not sure I can handle another failure on the love life department. If this doesn't work out then I'm definitely giving up on ever being happy. I feel so stupid for feeling this way. I'm sure it's nothing but my heart just won't stop hurting and feeling heavy. Maybe one day it'll fly free with happiness.
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