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So last Saturday I had a date with Chris. It was really fun. I went to his place, we had pizza, watched a movie on Netflix, and then just watched some tv. He came over again last night and we hung out a bit. We had our first kiss, too. I am so happy with him. We are going to try and make plans for this Saturday.

Also? On Tuesday, I scored myself a free $100 tattoo from a local tattoo shop. I am so excited! I get tattooed on the 28th at 4pm. I am hoping that Chris with be able to come with me. I would love to have him there with me while I get tattooed.

I have my tattoo all picked out and I can't wait to see what my artist thinks about it. I'm hoping she can make it work for $100 but if not then I will have to find some way to come up with the rest of the money for the tattoo. I'm trying to sell the rest of my home made laundry detergent and crochet baskets but apparently no one wants them. It really sucks especially since I need the money. I am going to apply at Aldi's and Grandips tomorrow afternoon. I already filled out an online application for Bread Head Bakery but I doubt I will even get hired. Not enough experience. I am going to be filling out some (more) online applications and hoping (and praying) that I get hired in SOMEWHERE before the end of the month.

I did buy myself a journal last weekend. I have been using it to keep track of Jarryd's fits and my personal life. Mostly it has been for personal use. I am trying to keep myself in check when he has his fits.

I talked to his doctor about his behaviour and his fits. She passed it off as normal 2 year old behaviour. Well, this momma knows better and I am not waiting until July 8th for his behaviour to get worse to "re-evaluate" the problem. I don't take him out to the park or even up to the school to play because I'm embarrassed of his tantrums and because I don't want him to hurt anyone else. I can't afford for him to scratch, bite, kick, or punch another kid. I will be calling the necessary people to see if I can go over his doctor's head and get him in to be evaluated. This is only going to get worse and that is something I can't let happen or else I will go insane from all of his tantrums.

I am signing off because he is throwing one now because I won't let him have my dinner spoon. -_- The joys of being a mom I suppose.