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I am giving up on ALL men! I'm going to focus on getting a job and going to school. I am going to focus on providing for myself and for my son and making my life better so that we can live more comfortably. I will let no man come in between me and my goals. It's all about me and J right now. I WILL give us a better life. I WILL graduate from college and get my Associates degree. I WILL become a free lance web designer. I WILL get my Bachelors in web development. I WILL NOT let anyone come in between those goals.

I am starting fresh in every aspect of my life. No man will ever come into my life. I will stay single until the day I die if I have to. J deserves the BEST and I plan on giving that to him. I have no plans to spoil him but he will have ALL of his necessities. I will get us a better family vehicle. I will remodel the house so that it fits our needs. We need new carpet in the other room anyways. I may just rip that out and put down faux tile or hardwood flooring. J will have his own room, decorated any way he wants, and I will have my own room.

Sorry. I got off topic but my main point(s) still stand:

1) I will not let any man come into my life
2) I will get a job
3) I will start, and graduate, from school
4) I will become a freelance web designer
5) I will get my bachelors degree in web development
6) J and I will be able to live comfortably without dad having to pay the bigger bills.

We WILL make it on our own. We WILL get through this and no man will ever ruin that for us.