I am trying so hard to not give into my rage and my hormones. I am so angry with myself and with the other party involved but honestly, much more angry with myself than anything.
I let this happen. I didn't try hard enough before but you can bet that I am giving it my all and swinging with all my might. I will die before I let this happen again. I refuse to lose the battle and I sure as hell fucking refuse to lose the war.
I will not cower. I will not fear. I have the strength and the will of myself and that of my family and friend guiding me through this hard time. We will persevere. We will win the day. After all, good always wins.
So while I may feel like I am dying right now; I know that this pain will not last forever. I will make it through this and I will be whole once again. All I want is to be whole again and this will make it happen.
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